February 2012
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secret:
I love to photograph folks just as much as I like folks photographing me.
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starting of the week
wants
sober living
hand to hold in the car
little kisses on the top of my head
bottle of water
dance partner
seven smile things
new toothbrush
brother called
mother started talking to me again
used crayons
started pealing
don’t remember my bad dream
folks from last night checking if I’m okay this morning
thoughts
who sings this song?
I should put on makeup
biology...
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fuck
I mess up relationships before they even start.
so stoned so needy so clingy
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Anonymous asked: You're the closest thing I have to a best friend, and we're so far apart. I miss you.
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The day was dreadful. I cried between class. I cried in the car. I cried in traffic. I cried ‘till I slept. I may have cried in my sleep. But, right now, I feel like it’s a whole new day when in actuality, it is only the night.
I want to make love. I want to make art. I want to make out. I want to work out. I want to be alive.
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Anonymous asked: you're an incredible writer and you're beautiful. I essentially want to be you. <3
painstricken:
really want some neck kisses & butt touches ugh
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thoughts
doornail dead phone
Yay Project Runway is on
The floor of my bedroom is slowly making an appearance.
I really do not want to sleep tonight
Tomorrow should be spent in bed
I don’t want to spend it in my bed
aloe taste awful
sunburn, you are ugly go away
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Anonymous asked: NOT pathetic. Anyone who has a problem with emoting is pathetic. Hope you're cheery soon. =)
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Anonymous asked: It seems like you had a bad day, but I saw you on campus today and you looked beautiful!
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today sucks on so many levels
went home to cry instead of having an art class. I don’t care if it’s pathetic. I feel like shit.
i don’t understand why men in general are icky about having sex with a girl when she’s on her period
i mean it’s only blood. it’s not going to eat your penis.
yes. thank you.
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I want to fuck and take a nap before Criminal Minds comes on tonight.
Ugh why can’t someone just provide me with an entire wardrobe full of sexy designer underwear?
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never too early story
This morning on my way to lab, I hit a really long red light. It’s 7:45 a.m., my windows are down, my radio is as loud as it goes, and I’m jamming out. To my left, the man in his car is laughing and smiling. The song ends, and I lower the volume to find a new song that I can dance along to. The man yells “I love this type of music but it’s too early,” to which I reply...
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Have you ever felt your eyes roll to the back of your skull and in that frame, you see your thoughts? Have you seen your psyche lately? It’s wrinkly, weathered, and to be frank very tired. Ever hear it complain? She loves it; every moment she changes form, changes color, changes her whole word at the drop of your dime. The mind is the greatest lover you can find. Treat her right.
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thirty-two days
I get upset. I write instead of cut. I write about how I feel instead of what makes me upset. I believe if you write about the bad things, the feelings lingers. I believe I can write my way out of the shitting emotional pit I fall into, the idea of walking through hell before the devil knows you’re there.
If I want to say what’s bothering me, I will. If I don’t want to talk...
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The saddest night in a long time has to fall on the night I can’t sleep; the night I can’t feel hazy. I had a coffee fucking thing this morning; fucks up my everything. I won’t sleep at all. I can just stay awake, stay miserable. I can’t focus on anything other than how low I feel. All night I could study for my test that’s tomorrow. Nope, fuck that, my mind...
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unhappywords of someoneinastruggle
It feels like a cancer in my body. I can actually feel it growing. I hope and wish and long for death. I’ve called out to it. Asking it to lift me off this bed. I don’t want to open my eyes to the ache. I cry all the time. When I don’t weep, I think about how long I have to wait until I can. I walk the halls, the streets, holding my breath deep to not let it out. I scream to...
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samdesant1s:
Ps That was the same party where I found the room where they were keeping the cats and I hung out in there the rest of the night
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I’m the annoying mother fucker that plays their music as loud as their laptop will allow because they fucking feel like it, I’m outside, I’m bored, and I listen to good shit. Get the fuck out bitch on a longboard.
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I'm a pretentious little fuck sometimes
discussions about poetry, languages, and color pallets over discussions about bands, shows, and the party this weekend.
when asked about movie I’ve seen, I will talk about the writing, the production value, and entertainment level in comparison to expectation separately.
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Secret:
hearing folks speak fluent French makes me very jealous
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my lunch
whole wheat pita
gyro meat
humas
tomattoes
black olives
mango and strawberry smoothy
somehow, that meal has resparked my creativity
*they gave me a coupon for a free smoothie because of the wait and I intend to use it tomorrow afternoon
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