December 2010
116 posts
buckfuddie asked: you have a nice tummy. :) (better than that chick from that "make that girl dance" good job, good job.
&& please dont be mad that i dont answer my celly! i am going through a very difficult time in my life right now...
&& please dont be mad that i dont answer my celly! i am going through a very difficult time in my life right now...
mastering the medical*
sand heals all wounds
wring out my brain, this ache has me loosing my minds
mastering the medical*
sand heals all wounds
wring out my brain, this ache has me loosing my minds
The D's look so pretty in this kind of light*
Confusion hurts more than rejection.
Rejection is done and over with.
Confusion is a never ending circle of stupidity and “what the fuck.”
Ignore me all day, sit next to me at dinner, kiss my cheek, hold my hand after dark, walk away from me, don’t day good night.
Am I still your “girl,” or your “baby”?
It’s easier at night in bed or maybe...
The D's look so pretty in this kind of light*
Confusion hurts more than rejection.
Rejection is done and over with.
Confusion is a never ending circle of stupidity and “what the fuck.”
Ignore me all day, sit next to me at dinner, kiss my cheek, hold my hand after dark, walk away from me, don’t day good night.
Am I still your “girl,” or your “baby”?
It’s easier at night in bed or maybe...
Can I go?
All I can put to my name is buckets and buckets of shame, trails of lies, and open ended insults.
Bottom line, I am pretty far from a saint but I’m farther from regretting it.
I can’t think twice because I might sacrifice what I found in the first place.
So fuck plan B and C.
Every egg is in the basket yokes out with green puss; everything has gone south.
Bring it all to the...
Can I go?
All I can put to my name is buckets and buckets of shame, trails of lies, and open ended insults.
Bottom line, I am pretty far from a saint but I’m farther from regretting it.
I can’t think twice because I might sacrifice what I found in the first place.
So fuck plan B and C.
Every egg is in the basket yokes out with green puss; everything has gone south.
Bring it all to the...
hassbeenn
I had a dream that four years years ago the pills worked and there was a heaven and I got to go too. Not the clouds in the sky but fields full of nothing but smiling people. I sat under a tree and thought of the burden I left behind and how everyone left back there would have a thirteen year old weight lifted.
I would never see the hell hole she made for herself to numb it all enough that she...
hassbeenn
I had a dream that four years years ago the pills worked and there was a heaven and I got to go too. Not the clouds in the sky but fields full of nothing but smiling people. I sat under a tree and thought of the burden I left behind and how everyone left back there would have a thirteen year old weight lifted.
I would never see the hell hole she made for herself to numb it all enough that she...
What if everything we know and live for is a...
I don’t care because in this moment it is real for me.
Chapter nineteen was always paused and broken
We stand on the roof and he’s holding my hand. The sun is peeking under the cloud but I know better. The sky is filled with purples and pinks and orange. Sunset. The summer breezes rustles the tree leaves and sends a chill up his spine. As casually as I can might I wrap my arms around him intern giving myself goose bumps for a whole other reason.
“Thanks,” he smiles my smile....
gayinpublic asked: SHE STABBED HER OWN CHEEKS. That's so hipster.
gayinpublic asked: SHE STABBED HER OWN CHEEKS. That's so hipster.
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I meant I want to spend more nights with you. Like I wish there were more days in the week, month, year even that were longer in time so I can enough the night time with you. I thrive in the star and moon light so I want to spend it with you.
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I meant I want to spend more nights with you. Like I wish there were more days in the week, month, year even that were longer in time so I can enough the night time with you. I thrive in the star and moon light so I want to spend it with you.
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[10:10:43 PM] aubriana : 1. dreaming about you [10:10:46 PM] aubriana : 2. seeing you [10:10:54 PM] aubriana : 3. christmas celebrating with you [10:11:10 PM] aubriana : 4. holding your hand while driving (safely) [10:11:21 PM] aubriana : 5. taking turns pushing the cart at wal mart together hehe [10:11:32 PM] aubriana : 6. feeling like we’ve been together...
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Have you ever felt your eyes roll to the back of your skull and in that frame, you see your thoughts? Have you seen your psyche lately? It’s wrinkly, weathered, and to be frank very tired. Ever hear it complain? She loves it; every moment she changes form, changes color, changes her whole word at the drop of your dime. The mind is the greatest lover you can find. Treat her right.
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Watchreblog every time.
<3 spend new years this way
Fuck ashes, we rose up from the saddness and made...
I will stop cutting forever.
Fuck ashes, we rose up from the saddness and made...
I will stop cutting forever.
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Razor drags from the nap of a neck down to the bones in a collar. Silver sliced cells like warm southern butter on spring mornings. Winter red blood rises and the blade descends to the secret chest. Cutting away the lock, the riches of endlessliquid ruby’s ascends to warm thighs, pooling perfectly atop the pudendum.
The red sea never looked so pale.
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Razor drags from the nap of a neck down to the bones in a collar. Silver sliced cells like warm southern butter on spring mornings. Winter red blood rises and the blade descends to the secret chest. Cutting away the lock, the riches of endlessliquid ruby’s ascends to warm thighs, pooling perfectly atop the pudendum.
The red sea never looked so pale.
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I never knew I had a laugh when looking at dinos.
Wearing your clothes to bed makes me so happy the butterflies puke up stars.
I melt when you grab my back, hips, ribs, arms in public real fast.
Playing with your hair in the car is magical.
When you close your eyes at my touch, I smile just a bit, knowing I make you feel good.
I like to watch you live, you are so happy when you’re not...