January 2011
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Think - Repeat - Believe
As I take my first step my foot kisses the floor.
With gratitude to the earth, I walk in liberation.
I open the curtains to a new day.
I look upon this morning as a rebirth and understand that only this one day exists.
As I turn on the water, my body essence pours before me.
Clouds, oceans, rivers and deep wells all support my life.
This drink is my cup of mindfulness.
I hold the present...
You were so easy to love
You are so easy to hate
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I hate that nothing I have will kill me
It all just makes living so uncomfortable.
What is the point of roaming around if living hurts?
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I wish I had to battle my weight inside of...
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I love you.
You’re my favorite peach.
I’ve fucked you over in the years past.
You’ve grindded my nerves to dust daily.
Most frequent asked question: “How do you put up with?”
I don’t ever want you to answer, I’m just thankful that you do.
My motives are good but my actions fall short.
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Ultimate low night
My soul and mind are heavy, really heavy. My will and drive have lost themselves.
High school, after high school, year book; nothing is going as planned.
My skills seem lacking and the passion that was once in the world seems to have died with the old remote batteries.
All I feel to do is just lay around with all numb and no thoughts.
People let me down again and again and they straight up...
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I fall in-love with the talent that men have
Singing with heart.
Writing with soul.
Eloquent with speech.
The blending of talent and confidence is earth shattering.
Personalities are so sexier than any pair of toned arms.
*currently getting swept off my feet unintentionally
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I love to fart
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I’m sorry that I can’t sing my heart to you, that I can’t play our song.
The only way I can explain is in the magic of my keyboard.
I’m starting to see that I can’t be me without you.
I hope you’re thinking about me at lest half as much as I am about you.
Please don’t forget to write back to my letter and let me know that you’re doing okay miles...
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Watch
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What Would Have Been, Not What Should Have Been
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Watching True Life until you get home
it is driving me crazy not seeing you this weekend.
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Knowing you love her makes life easier
If I knew why I would tell you and I have no desire to hunt for the answer.
I’m content with being openly happy for you and her alike.
Recovery hurts more than the cause
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Not Even Mad
Every pair of tights, stockings, nylons I own have rips and holes in them.
I love every single one.
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the brain is just the highest organ
I can not come up with a rational good reason for why I look at this new girls pictures. She’s not even new; she has been around for almost a year. I never wanted to be the old girl. I can’t help but think that she weaseled her way into my spot while I was still working my charm. I don’t know seven things about the female but I get this knot of rocks in my tummy when she’s...
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If I never fight with her again it will be too...
If I ever let you leave for good I’ll loose my limbs and numerous organs.
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It Can't Always Rain
Talk to Solve Problems Not to Win Arguments
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take a chill
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New fears
everything you write is about me
being a female will kill me
the lump is cancer
loosing all feeling in my lower body
these are what are drowning my head today.
Corn of the beach
The sunsets.
The moon glows.
I can make love out of words but turning my words...
Happy Birthday Auboo's Gma
Auboo’s gma leaned to her and asked “What’s your girlfriend’s name again dear?”
Grandma called me her girlfriend!
Made me so happy : )
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I love trash
Trashy music
Trashy television.
All in good fun.
While having dinner with my parents I'm texting my...
Family moment
I gave up giving
I give up trying to me a good daughter I give up being thin I give up on youth
I give up opening myself to affection
I give up trusting I give up singing I give up learning how
I give up understanding I give up being important I give up caring about my health
I give up remembering the past I give up celebrating I give up baking I give up sober living
I give up forgetting old me I give up...
I gave up giving
I give up trying to me a good daughter I give up being thin I give up on youth
I give up opening myself to affection
I give up trusting I give up singing I give up learning how
I give up understanding I give up being important I give up caring about my health
I give up remembering the past I give up celebrating I give up baking I give up sober living
I give up forgetting old me I give up...
I failed trig
I’ve never failed a class, ever.
I haven’t been accepted into college.
Today sucks.
She has no clue how many butterflies were born in...
We went on a date to the beach at night.
She kissed me at a lifeguard stand and bought me pizza.
I flirted my ass off and tried too hard to make her laugh.
It was so cold out that we bought 7-11 hot chocolate.
We sat on a mini golf putting course being too happy too soon.
This gal means so much to me.
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Meditation
My time will my man.
I count every cell of my body.
I reassociate myself with my old soul.
I meand my wounded ego
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I believe in the things that no one cares to try
I don’t see anyone I would want to be like so I do what everyone isn’t doing so I am not them.
I believe in being happy doing because being happy is the one thing that doesn’t last long that I enjoy.
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I believe in the things that no one cares to try
I don’t see anyone I would want to be like so I do what everyone isn’t doing so I am not them.
I believe in being happy doing because being happy is the one thing that doesn’t last long that I enjoy.